Violet Spring

Haven’t been writing or updating lately.
I have been thinking that life is tough these days. 
People get let down, no matter what you do.
People die, no matter what you do.
And while horrible things are happening all over the world I still fret about the simple things, maybe because I might be able to do something about the simple things.  I can give someone a hug on a bad day, or fix my makeup before a presentation.  I like to think these things matter, at least a tiny bit.  I guess I am just confused about what I am supposed to do, and what if I fail.  I wish I wasn’t scared to fail.  Now I am thinking of those cheesy posters in all the highschool classrooms, “You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take” oh my.
Well, I guess I’m just lost I suppose, I hope I find my way. 
So overall this is a ramble of sorts just to clear my head.